Therein lies a church, and next to the church, a bar
And this extends indefinitely, past where earth kisses star
Beyond the bourbon bends of nothing that is or is to be
This uncanny pattern of church and bar, bar and church.
Within the church, a bar—open once the pastor doubts
Wine on tap, bloody christ, convictions on the house
Cannibalize to sober up (water repented long ago)
Communion for confidence, then go, onwards into the church.
Somehow you will fellowship for one trip around the sun
Speaking in limp tongues, chewing on confessions
You know by heart the dimensions of their soul and sin
But you do not know your brethren inside of this church.
And you will return to the bar and speak to the tender
Who never got past our father, who art in heaven
He will prattle on about planks and specks and eyes
Perhaps go in blind, when you seek out this church.
This humble church, heavenbound, removes herself from the world
While vultures circle in halos, worship with wings unfurled
She disposed of the you that drowned in that trough
God’s servants pick off the remains near the church.
There sits a long table in some nebulous space
Miraculous fountains sputter both curses and grace
You are loved by all, and by all you are hated
Are you the god who created this bar and this church?
Across the street from the church, there is that bar still
Closed on fridays (a sabbath unordained by god’s will)
Those days, the owner takes long walks down taken roads
He does not slow when he passes the church.
Light filters through stained windows, dust flits like embers
Cup and laughter runneth over, and you start to remember
The you, slightly swaying, marveling at the stars
That night, drunk with God, in the bar next to the church.
